i WaNt To BrEaK fReE

God is indeed very generous…he gave me almost everything I have wished for…

sa family..i have the most loving parents and brothers in the world though dami kami problems.. we are blessed with love and respect for one another.

sa friends…i have the most supportive and true friends… who stays with me thru thick and thin

sa lovelife…halos lahat ng dinasal ko binigay nia rin…i have the most loving, supportive and caring partner in the whole wide world! hehehe… i wasn’t expecting that God will give me exactly what I have prayed for and more… i consider myself very lucky and i am continually praying that God will bless us with more happy years together… i am really hoping that he is already “the one”….i love him dearly

Prayers are really powerful and so is your faith in Him…God bless everybody…

28 days since I came back from Doha…i had realized so many things about my life…on my mid twenties and still can’t make up my mind on some things…

i had so many expectations…but only few were met…had so many plans but only few were put into action…

half hearted on almost everything right now…

tomorrow will be a better day…

I wish I was the one who was there for you when you were so low..not her…

How funny I am feeling this way when all you do was comfort and assure me and I all I need to do is trust you…

It just bugs the hell out of me everytime I see her smile and how it kills me to watch those videos of you two together..

Now, I have become my BIGGEST fear…the insecure helpless girlfriend who’s miles away from you and I am singing…

And when I turned and look at you, you tried to play it off but I can tell that you two were friends
She was lookin’ like she was hurt
Like the memory had surfaced
It kinda got her pissed
I’m kinda wonderin’ myself
How you two know each other so well
Cause I wanna know now

Who is she to you?

i will never regret the day i’ve met Mike…he was God’s gift… I never knew that life can be this great until I met him..he was all I ever wanted… I thank God he gave me someone like Mike…

We’ve been together for 7 months now and I’m confident there’ll be more months and even years to come …

Nung bata ako..akala ko si Darna na ang pinakamalakas na babae sa mundo…yun pala sa Pilipinas lang siya sikat…nung una kong malaman na meron palang ibang female superhero…nalungkot ako…sabi ko sa sarili ko sinungaling pala ang tita ko kasi sabi niya si darna lang ang nagiisang superwoman!

Habang tumatanda ako..lalong nag iba ang tingin ko kay Darna…

Nakita ko si Darna sa best friend ko nung elementary…pumapasok siya sa school ng pasa pasa ang katawan..akala ko binubugbog siya ng mga kalaro niya sa compound nila…too late na nung malaman ko she is dying of cancer…pero kahit bata pa kami…i liked her outlook in life…very positive..she never failed to believe in God’s plan for her nad also hindi siya nawalan ng pag asa…her family flew off to the states even before she died but she never stopped sending me letters,she even sent me pictures of her on their rooftop at night with her dad tito arjun…sabi niya 2 weeks before she died..she never felt closer to the Lord..hindi ako nakapag reply to any of her letters since wala din time sila mama non na maghulog ng sulat..hindi pa kasi uso email nun…anyways, i know naintindihan naman niya..miss you kathleen =)

Nakita ko si Darna sa mama ko…my mom’s the best! kahit anong problema feeling ko kaya niya…actually..pag hinang hina na ko kay mama lang ako tumatakbo..feeling ko kaya niyang isolve mga problema ko. She is also my confidante..lahat ng problema ko alam niya even when it comes to lovelife…never akong iniwan ni mama.I feel safe with her…but then minsan hindi rin maiiwasan na may tampuhan kami most especially dalawa lang kaming nagtatrabaho for the family..but it’s part of life..not once akong nanghinayang sa tinutulong ko sa family ko kasi i know they’re worth every single penny i’m giving them…though most of the time i have to sacrifice my dreams and even my lovelife for them…it’s just out of the question

nakita ko rin si Darna sa english teacher ko nung highscool…she is a mother to 6 cute girls and i never saw her cry when her husband died of car accident. hindi siya nagleave after the burial of her husband and she will always tell us na hindi reason ang mga problema to give up but to continue fighting! nasan na kaya si ma’am ngayon?

Of course…nakikita ko rin si darna sa sarili ko…MINSAN! hehe kahit may times na i wanna give up dahil hirap na hirap na ko and feeling ko nasusuppress yung freedom ko dahil sa mga responsibilities ko sa family ko…i will still end up fighting! i know someday magkakapanahon din ako for myself…i will fulfillmy own dreams someday…even sa lovelife..darating din siguro yung taong makakatanggap ng situation ko…swerte naman siya kasi i’m one hell of a woman! DARNA!