i WaNt To BrEaK fReE

Nung bata ako..akala ko si Darna na ang pinakamalakas na babae sa mundo…yun pala sa Pilipinas lang siya sikat…nung una kong malaman na meron palang ibang female superhero…nalungkot ako…sabi ko sa sarili ko sinungaling pala ang tita ko kasi sabi niya si darna lang ang nagiisang superwoman!

Habang tumatanda ako..lalong nag iba ang tingin ko kay Darna…

Nakita ko si Darna sa best friend ko nung elementary…pumapasok siya sa school ng pasa pasa ang katawan..akala ko binubugbog siya ng mga kalaro niya sa compound nila…too late na nung malaman ko she is dying of cancer…pero kahit bata pa kami…i liked her outlook in life…very positive..she never failed to believe in God’s plan for her nad also hindi siya nawalan ng pag asa…her family flew off to the states even before she died but she never stopped sending me letters,she even sent me pictures of her on their rooftop at night with her dad tito arjun…sabi niya 2 weeks before she died..she never felt closer to the Lord..hindi ako nakapag reply to any of her letters since wala din time sila mama non na maghulog ng sulat..hindi pa kasi uso email nun…anyways, i know naintindihan naman niya..miss you kathleen =)

Nakita ko si Darna sa mama ko…my mom’s the best! kahit anong problema feeling ko kaya niya…actually..pag hinang hina na ko kay mama lang ako tumatakbo..feeling ko kaya niyang isolve mga problema ko. She is also my confidante..lahat ng problema ko alam niya even when it comes to lovelife…never akong iniwan ni mama.I feel safe with her…but then minsan hindi rin maiiwasan na may tampuhan kami most especially dalawa lang kaming nagtatrabaho for the family..but it’s part of life..not once akong nanghinayang sa tinutulong ko sa family ko kasi i know they’re worth every single penny i’m giving them…though most of the time i have to sacrifice my dreams and even my lovelife for them…it’s just out of the question

nakita ko rin si Darna sa english teacher ko nung highscool…she is a mother to 6 cute girls and i never saw her cry when her husband died of car accident. hindi siya nagleave after the burial of her husband and she will always tell us na hindi reason ang mga problema to give up but to continue fighting! nasan na kaya si ma’am ngayon?

Of course…nakikita ko rin si darna sa sarili ko…MINSAN! hehe kahit may times na i wanna give up dahil hirap na hirap na ko and feeling ko nasusuppress yung freedom ko dahil sa mga responsibilities ko sa family ko…i will still end up fighting! i know someday magkakapanahon din ako for myself…i will fulfillmy own dreams someday…even sa lovelife..darating din siguro yung taong makakatanggap ng situation ko…swerte naman siya kasi i’m one hell of a woman! DARNA!